Its been awhile! Heh. I'm entering an entry here cos' livejournal's cranky and wouldn't load at all.
So I thought. 'hell with that crap', I'ma BLOG.

Okay. The past 4.5 days out-of-camp has been really wonderful. Caught up with my much needed sleep and gaming! Okay. That was almost all I did the past few days.

Went out with the usual suspects on Friday for tea at Astons (which I kept pronouncing at Astins). The food was not too bad for that kind of pricing.

Jap on Saturday was really really fun. Its that kinda lesson where you don't expect yourself to fall asleep despite it being a languages lesson. I mean, how fun can Chinese or English lesson get? But hell no, it was a totally fun experience. My teacher's a native Nihon-jin and she's really cute, stammering whenever she's uncertain with those, 'eh-no... hei....'. Never fails to make me smile. And please, though I'm making this sound like some student-teacher kind of thing, please refrain from letting your imagination run.

I'll be going to Tekong from Tuesday to Thursday. Great (yea right). I'll just go there, roll up my sleeves on the first day, let those blood sucking blood suckers, suck all the blood they can suck from my blood suck-able skin and let myself get Malaria so I can go home earlier. Ho, sounds like a fun-derful and wonderful plan eh? :D

God.

I want to have a more interesting life.

Just to those faithful readers. I've actually shifted to a private blog.
IM me on MSN for the link if you're actually interested.
I'd gladly give the link to you. That's because you've persisted in visiting my blog despite the shut down long time ago.

(:

Oh 9 more days till good ol' (or rather new) computer is coming and sitting in for good. (:
Just some lil specs that I'm looking at. Any computer geek out there that happens to spot any defects or mismatch of components (eg. my cpu's 477 pin on a 939 mobo) do feel free to correct me ya!

Here goes!
Intel Core 2 Duo 4500(2160 maybe) + Gigabyte P35 DS3L
8800GT Xpertvision
Kingston DDR2 667 2x1GB
Seagate 320GB sata II
Samsung 20x dvd rw
CM Elite 340 casing
CM Hyper 212
Acbel 470W (any wise suggestions on my PSU? I need a silent one)

I feel as if I'm talking to a wall. And I think I contradicted myself. I tried to reduce viewership of this blog and now I'm acting as if I have a whole bunch of blog fans out there. I'm weird.

Sticking to the theme of being weird. I think I'm a freak to have had dreamt of the same recurrent theme for 3 consecutive night. Its unnerving. Call me a freak of nature by all means. I'm resigned to that particular title.

4 more days of work only. (:

I think some things that get lost never come back.

No this isn't some emotional post whatsoever.

Doh. The weekends are over and its going to be one whole more week of work. I think I'm starting to regret my decision of ever finding a job just to pass some time. I'd rather have spent the time slacking around.

On a brighter note, I'm finally going to get my new computer on the 20th. Big day to look forward to. I'd probably spend a helluvah amount of money but I don't really care.

Things that I'm going to do before the 25th

1) Cut and dye my hair. JEAN YIP! :D
2) Get my freaking grey skinnies.
3) and Brown pull-over
4) Style my hair for the final few times.
5) Get a pair of contacts (just for the sake of X'Mas)

Anyone who are interested in getting these things as well, give me a ring and we can make an appointment ya?

I think things are getting really interesting now. Weird things have been happening now and then and I take much joy in bemusing myself. For example! I actually enjoy playing hide-and-seek with Muffin. I'll run around my house like some mad man and Muffing would always be on my tail, nibbling my heel. Ok, next.

I love singing in the bath nowadays.

Now that's new. I'm making that really really huge assumption that not many people read my blog already. :D

X'Mas party this year is going to be so different. I guess its mainly the different expectations I have. Nonetheless, the delusion carries on. I'm fine, I promise.

<3 the 20th still.

I wonder how much viewership this blog has lost since last year. If I'm not mistakened, last year's view counts were quite high.

Anyway. I'll be at Jurong/IMM tomorrow doing my usual surveys. Anyone who happens to be around (though I highly doubt so), do give me a call and help me out with some surveys ya? :D Dinner with Ming Slut at Ikea afterwards.

I've been really slack these few days. Quotas have never been met and I just simply fill the remaining amounts at home myself. I've assumed that some people on my MSN list would not mind me using their emails. So, if you guys do recieve some email or call, just say that you're not interested whatsoever ok?

Heard of Samurai X? Flame of Recca? Ayashi No Ceres? These are really OLD school animation films that I'm actually watching all over again during my free time. Anyone who do take interest in such animations, feel free to leave a tag or something. Its been awhile since I last socialized.

Talking about socializing, I met this particular girl called Susan yesterday at Orchard. I saw her, approached her, asked her to do a survey. The next mo, we were talking like really close friends. And guess what, she's actually Kelly and Hannah's secondary school classmate. What a coincidence right?

I wonder why I didn't go for today's prom. Silly me.

I figured that if I stopped blogging for a few weeks, people won't come to my blog anymore.
To be frank, its okay if people are actually reading this. But just don't talk to me regarding these issues that I do raise in my blog.

Just a little update on some past happenings in my life.
1) I'm working from 3rd Dec - 14 Dec as an outdoor surveyor.
2) The pay is quite good, $X per hour! :D (cannot disclose)

And so far I've seen Shairah, Leon, Afiq, Shida, Bao Ying, Haziq and Amalina. Do give me a call if any of you guys happen to be out come the next two weeks or so ya?

3) Enlistment is coming and I honestly am looking forward to the experience.
4) Dizi chalet was wicked. Although I was feeling too good the previous day it was all worth it. Miss those lil idiots. They're all grown up already.

AND YES. PRETTY AND HANDSOME AH. (I'm certain some of them read my blog)

5) Feel free to occupy my last 3 weeks (14Dec - 5 Jan) with any sort of activities. 5-11 will be for personal usage!
6) NS shopping with Ming Jie and Wysen will be so so awkward (but hell yea!)

That's about it. I guess my holidays seem pretty dull and boring. And yes, I'm suffering from certain withdrawal symptoms. I wake up everyday feeling so aimless not having to take out my notes and mug like some STUDENT would have to.

28 December = Another Dizi chalet + more PEOPLE. Can't wait to see em' all again.
8/9/10 January = Dinner with the usual suspects. Whatever for, we all know why eh? (:

Anyone else willing to fill the slots? More slots for my sluts and bitches. Haven't seen you all in ages.

People I REALLY want to meet

1) Yu De Jian
2) Lim Yu Ru Jessica
3) Lim Wei Jie Kenneth
4) Teresa Ho Pei Wen

FFS, make a freaking date with me.

X'mas plans? Who wants to go town and act crazy with santa hats on? I'll wear red skinnies with a blood red shirt and get red coloured lenses. :D NICE EH?

Shopping list.

Before that, who wants to get grey skinnies from peninsular? I'm like in NEED of one pair. SIM YEE, DO ME THE HONOUR of saying you will help me fish for one supplier which does delivery! TYVM.

Brown pull over from Topman. Yes, though I don't have nice bulging muscles(think Mocca advert), it'll look good anyway. :D

In essence, I need a lil wardrobe makeoever.

Okay, everything else from here on is private and will be under DRAFT. So thanks for reading and bye.

Yay, 5 more days till I'm free.
Free from that stupid blue uniform. I can't wait to strip off all connections with that school.
*friends excluded*

And this will probably be my last post. GOODBYE BLOGGER. It seemed a little gay to blog.

After 13 days, I thought it'd be alright to take a little break and make an update of what's been happening.

So far, all my papers (with the exception of Literature) seemed pretty much ok. There's Economics Paper 2 and 1 which is tomorrow and the day after tomorrow respectively. Then after that, its Geography paper 2 and then 6 days later Literature paper 3.

Pity how its all going to end soon. It won't feel right not studying endlessly. It won't feel right not having to wake up early and sleeping late nights anymore. It just won't feel right.

Nothing feels right anymore. And yes, nothing at all.



3 more days. Once it starts, time will fly. (:
Anyone care to help me set up a temporary rig for gaming?
1month of holiday isn't enough for getting a job so I guess I'll just be reading up on Forex and gaming my days away (sounds fun). :D

Ah. 72 more hours and counting. I can't wait for it to be over.

24 days.

Edited : 10pm. (Additional post)

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I'm feeling all bored now. Wednesday is the day.
GP, Math, Geography Paper 1, Literature paper 1, Economics Paper 2, Economics Paper 1, Geography Paper 2 and FINALLY Literature Paper 3.

31/10 - 2/11 - 5/11 - 12/11 - 13/11 - 14/11 - 15/11 - 21/11

There, I got it all memorised. Ah, why won't the clock go faster. :/

24 days. (still)


Ah. Its so gratifying. I finished VJ paper in 1h 30 mins. WOWEEE. I rock.
*let the ego blow for once ok? just to keep the morale high*
And I got 15-20 marks worth of mistakes ONLY. WOWEEE. NO CHECKING OK!
*again, let the ego inflate*

GP is starting to worry me. I realise I can't write a proper introduction for nuts. :/ Oh no.
And why are June papers so much more manageable than the December papers? Are the British afraid of us Singaporeans taking their spots in their Oxbridge and LSE and Warwick and Imperial College? Hohoho. No wonder we only have 66,000 millionaires in Singapore. Doh.

I love me.

6 more days and counting. I can't wait for it to be over. Regardless of the results, I'll be glad for it to be over.

Hmm. Toughest time of my life I must say. University life shouldn't be that hard. And that's if I can make it into the university. It isn't easy to keep your mind focused on your studies with something important lurking in the midst of your mind.

Doh. Should I go to school tomorrow to study? I think I should.

I wasted today as well. I went to Bedok for an hour or so. Then met up with Ming Slut to go to town for some misc. shopping. He had to get some CD and I wanted a bag or something. Both of us went home disappointed. Didn't see anything nice.

Anyway... Ah crap. I can't remember the funny thing I wanted to blog.

I'm so glad I haven't bought the stuff. It'd have been a stupid thing to do. Tsk.
God knows that I wasn't lucky or fortunate at first, but now he's repaying me with kindness and wisdom.

I wasted today doing nothing. Surfing forums, playing games and sleeping.
Terrible day I must say.

I'm going to ask for allowance for a month more. Then I'll undulge in expensive coffee for the rest of my A levels. Then after my A's which is the 21st of November, I'll ask for another thousand bucks or two, and make a temporary computer for gaming purposes. The life. I won't take a job, or if anyone has a nice part time job(1month or so) do recommend me ok? It would be good to get some experience).

9 more days of wearing that blue uniform. Then I'll switch to a green one.
Interesting.

I'm so glad I'm going in early.
Ups and downs, downs and ups. I've had a fair share of it. Too much infact.

For a change.
I think this girl called Cheryl is so cute.

Posting this just to get my 900th post. :D

1. Everyday the A's inch closer.
2. I completed Pride and Prejudice (Finally)
3. I got my enlistment letter
4. I did all mocks except for Literature(Big accomplishment)
5. HCI's Economics paper is a good gauge of your TRUE capabilities
6. I'm not the least excited but I am anxious.
7. I'm going to try one last time.
8. Before I go in.
9. I miss you.
   

1. If there is not one thing in life which I can't help but regret,
2. I think I'd be a much happier boy.
3. But that isn't the case.
4. I don't like explicitly telling of personal things on my blog.
5. I still haven't gotten my enlistment letter (to date)
6. And I hope its coming this Thursday.
7. I'm not even panicking, but I better be soon.
8. Tomorrow's GP which I am going.
9. With much irritation because of it being an afternoon paper.
10. Well, I better get used to it because most of my papers are ultimately placed, without much agreement on my part, in the afternoons.
11. Mr Chua sure makes the best out of his afternoon papers.
12. He watches VCDs and DVDs the morning of the paper.
13. Has a great lunch.
14. Then goes to school for the paper.
15. Pray, tell me. How does he do it?
16. Happy Birthday Wysen.
    

1. I got a 'whiff' of Singapore's various flavours today.
2. One was 'given off' by this uncle who probably didn't take a shower for YEARS because the mo he came into BK, his wonderful scent diffused throughout the whole of BK.
3. I was on bus 9 on the way home, and I was so glad I was the only passenger on board because I was flagging a cab to avoid the office crowd. Then at the next stop, a whole flock of passengers boarded the bus and of all places, this lady (race will not be mentioned lest I get sued) had to sit INFRONT of me. GOD DAMMIT. I think everyone knows what followed.
4. The lady alighted 3-4 stops later (couldn't really remember cos I was reading my P&P) YAY.
5. But... at the same stop, a freaking uncle boarded the bus and occupied the same seat. Did I mention that the bus was still kinda empty. In a sense that there were MANY vacant seats apart from the one infront of me.
6. Yes, he occupied the sit infront of me.
7. I lifted my head to the strange scent I was picking up.
8. I stood up and went to a seat behind.
   

God. Someone spare me from having to taste the flavours of Singapore ever again ok? It was tormentous. More studying later. And I'm not a 12 hour mugger! Sorry for the disappointment, people who thought I was. :D

1. I got a whole more week of mock examinations coming up.
2. I got back into a state of confusion.
3. I'm not afraid of the A levels, but what happens after that.
4. I haven't gotten my enlistment date, but the website said from Dec2007-May2008
5. So I better go stock up on prickly heat soon.
6. And start going to the gym.
7. And start jogging a little.
8. And swim a bit more.
9. And eat even much more.
10. And not care about my hair.
11. And make sure everything else can be put aside.

School was okay. Tried to lighten up by doing foolish things during the farewell assembly.
House com was like fooling around and it brought back many fond memories. It was perhaps the last time we'd ever go crazy together.

Anyway...
I got ticked off my Ms Lai. Idiot. We were supposed to have fun there! Who gives a crap about decorum man. I WANT FUN. Tsk.

Doesn't feel like I'm leaving MJC at all. Feels as if I just got in.

1. I was and am still disgusted by the fact that A CATHOLIC encouraged 3 muslim boys to eat although it is their fasting period.
2. And this Catholic didn't and probably still doesn't know how his religion differs from that of the Protestants.
   
3. And I know this obsession with competition has heightened and I don't like it anymore.
   
4. I'm tired of trying to be friendly when all I get is cold remarks.
   
5. I don't like the fact that even some friends are not even behaving like friends.
6. Why do people like to question my concern for others?
7. Am I that hypocritical?
8. Its the last day of school,
9. tomorrow's graduation day,
10. and I'm glad its all going to be over.

"I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know"

I'm going to blog funny things from now on!

Today while I was mugging(I mean duh what else can I be doing? Wanking? Sure, I'm Catholic) at BK, Bedok, there was this lady who sat at the table beside me. What struck me was that she was wearing this pyjamas like shirt(you know those long long tee shirts?) and wearing a pair of earphones which were at MAXIMUM volumes (I could hear what she was listening to).

Okay. Point it, she went to the toilet which was infront of my view and there was someone inside. But before that, she so could not read the sigh which said "Staff Only" and opened this small cabinet. So ya, she walked into the cabinet with mops and pails and what not.

OKOK CONTINUE STORY TMR.

AND YES.
I SAW AN AH PEK ON HIS MOBILE WHEELCHAIR.... ON THE FREAKING ROADS! LOL! He actually cut into a car's lane! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING MY BIRTHDAY A WONDERFUL ONE.

(:

Oh, since no one reads my blog( I have to convince myself I have the right to write things like this cause I have no more viewership) I want to say something!

Okay never mind. You know the password to my blogger account, go read it yourself. Hah. I doubt people are even reading this!

Sheesh.

All the lies and pretence.
Hah! Tell me about it.


Boo.



Prelims were okay...
Generally badly done but who cares.

I got the hang of it.

And mission accomplished.
:D

Oh. Smell the disappointment.

Ms Ee's opening gambit was a killer.


How aptly put a statement to describe how i feel now. At this stage. Passing means nothing. Not when its the prelims. I don't know how else to put it. All the mugging comes to naught and you realise you're back to where you were. Since May, that'll be 5 months. 5 months of hardwork and studying, and all you get in return is shitty grades. I wonder if the big A's will be equally disappointing.

All this stupid examinations are really causing zits to grow on my face. The stress and shit. And best of all, I can't combine certs for entrance to NUS. Isn't that wonderful? I can't cover my grades (Literature perhaps) with Maths at H2. That's bad.

One wrong move. Again.

Sigh. Things that you want to achieve in JC seems so unreachable.
Thursday it is, 5pm. I want it badly. So badly.

I played Russian Roulette with my happiness; an imaginary opponent.
Since the chances aren't 1/6, its rather obvious what happened in the end.
Likewise if there were others, I went first and pulled the trigger more than once, 6 times if necessary.

Prelims are over and I'm going to forecast my results.

Geography : U
Literature : U
Economics : D
Maths : B
GP : E

Dang. I'm sad.

I'm going to start on my little project tomorrow. Lets see how it turns out ok? :D

You know. I got really really cheesed off when Sim Yee called me 'petty' for harping on the previous bet at Mid-Years. I'm not good at saying things to people, so I thought typing it here would be better.

Its like how I don't continually HARP on certain things which are really sensitive to some of you guys. And guess what, I don't tell people about them at least. So respect mine as well. I don't see how you're seeing this, but do know that I do have my limits. And I have CUT DOWN on the number of 'funny' responses to your weird remarks if you didn't realise.

-peace

MATHS is over. (:


Create your own Friend Test here

Most of my lousy papers are over. Did I mention? It was so antagonizing throughout the lousy three hour paper. Literature Paper(s). I wonder who I become when I have my lil sharing sessions with Ken and Sim Yee at Simpang. Weir.. no.. Queer.

I'm not weird. I'm perfectly normal!

The thoughts of having to think of alternative routes after my A Levels fills my mind. Literature is my downfall. Not to say that my other subjects are fabulous. Let this prelims be a testimony.

I got Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday to relax. Friday's taken by House Committee. Thursday and the morning-afternoon of Friday with some personal task I want to do. Who's in for Saturday and Sunday?

And Jessica. Do you mind. Asking me out soon? I really want to catch up with my nu-ers! We can go drinking at East Coast! Please? Call Kenneth and De Jian along also ok? Make it on you know... that day? Its coming! Calling me out will be nice. *HINTS*

How patient can one get? Am I patient?

(: I've been really happy and I plan to stay that way.
Like what Zu Kai said in one of his last few entries.

"No more emo Nemo Elmo desperado!"

This is mind boggling.
This is mind wrecking.

Look at that. My god. The new IPOD. Sigh. It costs like a whopping 500bucks? Sigh. I'm i love.

I've been a good boy, studying all the way.
I'm figuring how to slot in another 3 hour slot after my dinner. Any suggestions?

I study from 10-6pm everyday with a 15min lunch break. That's all.
Maybe add in another 15mins of walking to the toilet. (about 2 times a day)

So its a 7.5hour non-stop mugging spree.
I go home for dinner by 7pm and I stop studying.

I got 2 options
1) Study from 8-11pm at White sands Mac
2) 8-10pm at Loyang Point

Suggestions please.

There's GP tomorrow and I didn't study at all today. Wasn't in any mood to.
The stupid hair stylist. She ruined my hair. Damn.
Just comforted myself, acknowledging the fact that I'll look like crap anyway.

Who's in for flunking GP with me? Its the freaking prelims and here I am slacking. Sigh. So much for wanting to go into the highly sought after financial sector.

Dream on.

If to try is to sin, and to sin is to try.
I've sinned and I've tried.
I've been honest and I'll lie to be honest.

Like any other day, no one's here to listen.

I just sat there dazed, gazing up at the stars I make a pact upon. It was a clear night.

"Its a pity how they refuse to stop shining,
because till then, you'll always be on my mind."

This shit is the bomb! LOL. The title's : 99% of students you'll ever meet in college. This list is just the few really funny ones.

This is the full link:
http://forums.tertiaryessayist.com/index.php?topic=91.0

READ IT. ITS WORTH YOUR TIME. (See if it relates to your own friends. :D)

PARADISE LOST

Smart, sheltered kid with a childhood full of religious superstition and intimacy issues. Finally gets into a relationship (aka LAID) and gets suicidal when the breakup comes a few months later. Will either hang himself in the woods or emerge as an improved species. Flip a coin.


AGENDA ASSAILER

The Agenda Assailer has (surprise!) an agenda to push on everyone else. If you’re in, say, a science class you’ll get to hear about how the scientist who discovered some principle was a racist or misogynist and therefore his scholarly work is somehow meaningless. Even though the rest of the class is just there to learn, the Agenda Assailer will attempt to turn every class into a political debate. Here’s an example from a history class:
quote:
Professor: Thomas Jefferson wrote the Declaration of Independence.
AA: How can you even SAY that?!?!?!?! He owned slaves!!!
Professor: Well, yes. But he still wrote it.
AA: Well then he’s a hypocrite and we should THROW OUT the Declaration of Independence!!!


SILENT FOREIGN CURVE DESTROYER

Silent Foreign Curve Destroyer has nothing better to do than study. While the average of the rest of the class is a respectable 45%, Silent Foreign Curve Destroyer has approximately a 1351% in the course, thereby totally destroying any chance you had of passing the class. Silent Foreign Curve Destroyer can be identified by the fact that he will be in the library before you get there and stay far after you've left. He will almost certainly wear the same clothing throughout the entire course, and, while he may be human, it's more likely that he's some kind of magic robot.

THE BALANCED GUY

They're a fairly sociable bunch with lots of common sense, and they have fairly diversified skills. These guys seldom try to draw attention to themselves but also have a healthy amount of self-esteem (Balanced Guys generally don't attack/insult people in any way unless they feel it's warranted). They're willing to learn a little about everything and can be found in places such as the gym lifting weights, or even in a kitchen working on their cooking skills... or....sometimes in their room masturbating to a wide variety of downloaded porn clips. Who knows what Balanced Guy will do next. They aren't spendthrifts, but they aren't penny pinchers, either. They play both sports and video games. When it comes to discussions of any sort, balanced guy keeps an open mind and generally takes a politically "moderate" stance.

BABBLING IDIOT

This kid is sort of like intellectual superhero except that he's not really out to prove a point through questions, but rather through his personal experiences. He is in class to spill as many anecdotes as he can possibly think of, which, for the most part, only relate to the subject at hand tangentially. His diatribes are voiced in an overly sincere tone, which I'm sure he believes makes his stories sound more real, true to life, and hard hitting. Amazingly, his stories always tend to agree with the professor's point of view.

I'M TOO IMPORTANT TO BE HERE GIRL

This girl is much too busy to do something as menial as class. She's in a sorority, she's in the student senate and she's got a boyfriend on the lacrosse team. She treats class like it's a bother- much like a PTA meeting. During the entire class period, her blistered thumbs are hammering at the tiny keys on her super expensive new cell phone that Daddy's bought her three times because she keeps wearing it out. Whenever the professor asks her to stop her hammering, her face curls up worse than Reese Witherspoon's after eating out an asshole.

DEER IN HEADLIGHT CHICK

Normally, she's quiet. She's so quiet she'll duck down when the professor looks to ask questions. The second she's called on to give a speech, her entire body tenses up. Very rarely will a word escape her mouth that's not "Uhhh" or "Like". She's known for freezing up for periods of greater than one minute during in-class presentations, much to everyone else's amusement.

THE SNIPER

This is the kid, usually a male, who sits in the back of the class and will constantly spout out smart ass remarks at the professor in an attempt to act like he really doesn't really care for the class and thinks he is super cool cause he can be so disrespectful in class. But this guy is important cause when the class starts dragging and getting boring, he can usually lighten the mood. Annoying and funny at the same time.

THE CONVERTER

This guy or gal is a shining beacon of their Religion, and will attempt to bring it to light every chance they get, and attempt to get you to believe in whatever it is they believe. Anytime your classes mention faith, she is the first to preach to the entire class, and say that her deity is what everyone needs to follow

THE DUDE WHO KNOWS FUCKING EVERYONE

Everywhere you go, this guy knows somebody he has to high five and chat with for a little bit. He probably grew up in the area, has an outgoing personality, and is involved in a wide variety of activities that breach many social circles. Generally liked, although he may be too outgoing for some people. Generally doesn't have a lot of close friends, but makes up for it in sheer volume. This is the guy to talk to if you're interested in a new hobby, want to join a club, or just want to meet new people. May do incredibly outrageous things to get even more attention.

MAN-HATING FEMINIST

Usually found in Women's Studies or English classes. They find enjoyment in discussing how the standard of beauty is too high and how the opposite sex has taken over the world. They also tend to wear clothing that shows off cleavage in order to show that they are comfortable with their bodies. They tend to be loud in class discussions and easily annoyed by male classmates. Almost every conversation turns into a discussion of how men are degrading women.

THE SILENT, STRAIGHT-LACED GEM

This girl is rather shy, quite studious, probably pretty conservative, and usually somewhat attractive in a sort of clean, traditional, classic way. Sometimes, her quietness or straight face may be misinterpreted as indifference or the "get away from me" look, but once you get to know her, she is actually quite nice and makes a decent friend. She doesn't drink or smoke - not because she's a "goody two-shoes", but because she genuinely has no desire to. Gets along with most people, has a decent social circle, but holds just a few close friends. May need a little push to get involved in activities. Makes a reliable friend. Is a hard worker, but can enjoy having fun too.

THE WANNABE

This type pretends to know everything about a few subjects and will attempt to impress you with their extensive knowledge on said subject. Oftentimes someone who actually knows what they are talking about will correct the wannabe, however the wannabe will argue his or her side until someone presents them with hard evidence that they were actually wrong. The wannabe will change their personality according to who they are with. No one knows what the wannabe is actually like because he/she is always changing.

I'M RIGHT, YOU'RE WRONG

This person has a very strong opinion about EVERYTHING and will force it down the throat of EVERY PERSON that opposes them. This is made intolerable by the fact that the "i'm right you're wrong’s" opinions aren't backed up very well or are announced in a very ridiculous and obnoxious manner. This people abuse terms like "liberal, democrat, hippie, freak, tree hugger, terrorist, right-wing, extremist, etc." Very often the opinion is somewhat one sided

MR. TOUCHY-FEELY

Usually male, and often a variant of the creepy stalker, likes to keep a hand on you at all times, especially if you are romantically involved. Hasn't yet decided if he's gay, but definitely hasn't proven his straightness, either.


GRADE INQUIRER

The G.I. immediately has to know what grade you got on test the second you get it. G.I. will not divulge their own grade if yours was higher. If G.I. did get a higher grade, they'll offer a sympathetic shrug and let you know you did better than so and so and keep your head up.

BIOLOGICAL WEAPON

The B.W.even having a 103.2 fever will still attend class, and will spend more time in class coughing, sneezing, wheezing, blowing their nose, and sniffling than they do not making noise. While their dedication to education may be set in stone, it is advised to avoid this person like the plague, even if it means missing class to stay healthy.


THE EXAM BEGGER

This person cannot take a test without first begging for as much review or information as possible. They cannot prepare for a test without first knowing seemingly unimportant details like "How many questions are on this test?" They will beg for extra review sessions, extra credit, and to know the exact breakdown of how the test is scored. They will waste the whole class when a test is announced if the professor doesn't shut them up. They will also spend the entire first session of a class, when the syllabus is presented trying to make homework a much higher percentage of the total grade.


INTELLECTUAL SUPERHERO

Intellectual Superhero is neither an intellectual nor a superhero, but don’t tell him that! The Intellectual Superhero is easily identified by his complete inability to allow a class period to pass by without asking at least 654 questions designed to show how "witty" and "clever" he is. He will attempt to prove the professor wrong in every class with his inane bullshit, regardless of the fact that the professor has a doctorate in the field. If it’s a science course, the Intellectual Superhero will attempt to solve every problem using an alternate method, which is always incorrect. But don’t worry; he’ll still manage to waste 20 minutes of your life with his insane method of solving the problem. At least you’ll get to laugh at him when the professor proves him wrong.

Okay. Slacked the whole of today. I feel kinda guilty. And I'm bored of blogging (again).

Its the last day of school. Feels great (ignoring all the emo shit during Geography tutorial). I think I really need to work on how to not think so much. Tsk.

Photo taking session was funny. Fooled around with the lousy globe and the ranging poles.
Missed the last Geography lecture as well as Literature tutorial. I still can't get over the lousy short scene I saw yesterday. Totally ruined my day. There are some things you will never want to see, but sometimes it really happens.

Life sucks afterall. We just have to get used to it.

Alright. Have fun, J1s. (: Have fun in school. I'm officially off lousy timetables for good.

But I'm still here slacking around. Using the computer. Installing Source. Sigh, post-depression symptoms. Maybe I'll take a little nap later as well. Heh. Indulging in these highly sinful activites (yes, no porn invovled). I can't wait to get done with my A's and put down everything down from JC and just move on. It'll be tough, but I'm sure it'll feel damn good.

I've been a fool at times! But that's why people grow. I'll just hope I'll be able to. Besides, as if it won't happen the other way round. I'm pretty certain its already happening now.

Oh. The horror, the horror.

I donated blood today! Gave me excuse enough to take a nap once I got home(after I took a bath!)
I'm so glad my contacts blur my vision. Keeps my sight blurred all the while, so I can't see things I don't want to. Like the teacher's face during tutorial. (:

Anyway, compass was stupid. Talked about what people turn into upon facing adversity. Three choices : Carrot, Egg and Coffee. Heh.

No matter what you are, what's the point if no one eats you? Metaphorically.

10.20p.m [EDIT]

I still hate people who don't reply my messages especially when it ends with a question. More so if its because there was a hot guy infront or something. Tsk.

Just came back from a funeral. My GodMother's adoptive father passed away a few days back and so I went to pay my respects today. Didn't know exactly why, but there was this sense of inner peace and calmness when I was there. Totally rid me of all my thoughts(especially today after my visual ordeal). The long car ride to Clementi was refreshing. Managed to just remain in a state of daze throughout the journey.

Thank you my faithful readers.

To those friends I've made in MJC. Thank you for the wonderful times I've had.
I've made a special friend whom I doubt we'll kept in contact with for long due to the many indifferences in character. I thank you sincerely for the times we've had and I wish you all the best in your future.

Oh this sucks. I went to school today with a filled mind.
I realise that we aren't as simple as we think we are.
I couldn't focus at all. Seriously.
Maybe not one time, but many times. I think I've blew it. But why?
I take my chances because I am hopeful. I can't accept the excuses. They aren't enough to convince me. I can't accept them all. The excuses aren't enough to allow me to adapt to a sudden change in things.
People said once that opposite ends attract, but I guess its not in the case for some instances.
Sucks.

Lessons are becoming increasingly boring and I constantly go into a state of daze after 10minutes. Must be the boredom. Well, its my last week of official lessons already. So, what the heck. I'll just be a good boy and attend lessons for the last week.

It seems like yesterday I was applying for my PAE JC. Haha. Date back my entries and you can see the whole process. Seemed like yesterday I was contemplated wheter to switch to the science stream. Physics, Maths, Econs and H1 Geog. I'd have been in Wysen's class. Just imagine that, yada yada yada(2 teachers used this 'yada' phrase today)

Okay whatever, I shan't bore myself and my few faithful readers. Do leave a tag alrights? I really want to know who reads my blog. (:

Goodbye MJC! (in advance)

Today has been an awfully terrible day. Had a bad dream. Same one.

Took of to Yishun thinking that North Point would be home to a library. To my dismay, there weren't any nice places there. So I called Siew Ming and she told me the library was at Woodlands. Took a bus over and when I reached the place, it was already 12.
:o
1h 30 mins on travelling.

I found no table, so I had to settle for a nice cozy spot wedged in between two shelves and it was outlooked to some overhead bridge. Did some work and my sprained back took over. So I slacked away. After about 2hours did I realise I was settled in the Thriller section(as demarcated by this pistol symbol). I took my chances and slid a book off the shelf I was leaning on.

And presto! That book occupied the rest of my day. "Alone" That's the title.

Well, the story line is quite interesting. But the main point is how promiscuous the characters are portrayed in it.
"Jimmy slept with the maid. The nanny. Her friends. Business associates"
And the doctor had an affair with Jimmy's wife, Catherine.
And Bobby, the protagonist had sex with his girlfriend and had sexual temptations when he saw Catherine.

OMGWTHBBQ!

I don't know. What's the point of getting married when all you do is "fuck around"(as the book puts it) with everyone else except your spouse?

*OH THIS IS SO INTERESTING*
Apparently, Catherine got sodomized by Jimmy as a FORM OF PUNISHMENT. LOL.

I don't know. It got me thinking.
"How far can you trust or believe in the purity of your girl/boyfriend/wife/husband/Engaged?" I don't know. It just bewilders me.
I believe that the tradition of remaining faithful to your counterpart has become increasingly blurred in today's society. Call me naive, but I think its one culture(or whatever you want to call it) in which we have to hold on it.

For one, we would definitely see a fall in the occurrences of STDs, let alone AIDS.

Sigh. I don't know. Maybe I'm way-back in terms of thinking, but oh wells. That's what I think.
And perhaps it stems from my own insecurities in every aspect of life(Not social relationships per se).

No comments. I'm going to ask Dad for allowance. God. I can't seem to open my mouth to ask for money. But either that or I'm going to starve. :( Honey stars in a bowl, handphone at my side and my book! ON BED.

Yay.
You've been so stubborn. You never realise how badly you treat me. You never realise how you make me feel so insecure. It always is my fault. You talk so snidely to me and so nicely to others. You marginalise me for friends. What am I? You don't reply my messages and when I asked you why you never replied it, you tick me off. What's wrong with asking? You say I'm harsh, but have you ever realised you were equally harsh on me? Not once, but almost all the time. I'm scared.



I saw primary school mates today.

Jia Yan and Kai Xin and Mikel(I don't know how his name is spelt) and this TJ guy who takes Geography.

Cool. The world is so freaking small.

Mugging was cool.
FREAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. I have so many things to talk about and I forgot them all.
WAIT! I just remembered something.
I was on the way home and I was thinking.
"Is life really that short?" Intuitively, I whipped out my phone and used the calculator, punching in the figures.
"(75*365) - (18*365)" Go figure out the number of days left yourself. It felt so depressing knowing roughly how long your body can function before it officially sleeps.

And a little "DISLIKES" section o'er here.

First.
"I so can't stand people who give one word replies on MSN even though you try to sustain the conversation"

Another little one.
"Neither can I tolerate people who are so freaking hard to please."

Another tiny little one.
"And I hate people who don't reply my messages even after 3hours and they don't even apologize." (disclaimer : I reply most of the time)

And...
"People who take EONS to reply my msn messages even when you're at the screen and not like AFK or something."

And also...
"People who take you for granted."

Just a few more...
"People who do not admit to their mistakes."

Last few...
"People who cannot confirm or are unwilling to confirm things."

And lastly...
"Overly stubborn people."

There are so many more. I may be guilty of some of them but what the hell. Its MY dislikes.
Anyway, its so heart-warming to know that not only I feel the same way about something. A good friend said the exact same thing. It can't be me now can it? (:

Oh. It doesn't matter anyway.

Okay. First and foremost I have to say this.

I SAW SER MIN AND SARAH THE OTHER DAY AT WHITE SANDS LIBRARY.
:D SO HAPPY.

Okay? :X

And I made a new friend today. Christine. Zhi Rong's friend.

And Ms Ee asked me why I've been looking so dazed in tutorials these past few weeks.

And Happy Birthday Sally!

And I'm a shakened man (boy, whatever)

And Literature is boring me.

Doh. Prelims begins on the 4th of September. Someone forgive me by then please. I can't focus.
Heh. As if you cared.

Have I ever done anything right?

Anyway, it baffles me how unjust this world is. I was walking home just now and infront of me was.... okay I simply refuse to continue.

Lectures are really boring nowadays. I constantly dozed off during Geography and Literature. I wonder how I'll fare tomorrow. I'm getting really tired.

Oh wells, just two more weeks in school, and i'll free you from having to endure my irritable presence around the school compund.

I wonder how long I'll last.


Oh for crap's sake. I'm blogging again. :D
Read thru my previous entries and I realised how good they were in allowing me to reminisce the past.

HOHO. Mugging has been really awesome these few days.
School has been really boring on the other hand. Its so weird how I manage to be continually reminded of my impending DOOM (A lvls duh) and still doze off during lectures. Tsk.

Side-track.
I'm getting my black plastic frame spectacles on Wednesday and I'll be wearing that to school. I've got Astigmatism! HOLY SCHMOLEY. Double vision! Maybe a 10/100 on my script will appear to me as a 100 (you know, the double vision shit will make my 0 appear twice.)

Anyway, I walked around Tampines with my HOME CLOTHES the other day and I was praying no one would actually see me in it. Managed to avoid Guo Guang and Zi Qi who were mugging at Starbucks (I'm so glad they didn't turn). BUT GUESS WHAT. On our way back to the car, I saw MING XIN. I was like #^$##@%$##@^&%@BBQ. And at night, another of my primary school friends Chok Kee, had to add it in, telling me that he was with Ming Xin.

CHEESEPIE.

Okay. Anyway. I was at White Sands library just now and something struck me. I was being a good citizen, hogging only a SINGLE table and afterwards ONE chair only. Right smack infront of me, was this China lady and her boyfriend or whatever. They were at a table talking, and behind them, a table with invisible people who allowed their things to be manhandled by the two people in the adjacent table.

I mean, don't be so blind. It was peak hour and people needed the table more than your stupid invisible friends. Sheesh. And did I mention? The chair was cold - it had a jacket over it.

Wth. School is going to be a real drag tomorrow.

Sorry. I think I'm stopping blogging for good. I'll take to writing. (:
My tagboard will still be active.

So. Goodbye.

Memories.

How long will you open up to me and accept what I have to say.
Listen to what I have to say and understand how I feel.
If you're already tired, tell me.
If you don't care, tell me also.
So at least I know, what I'm doing isn't for granted.

If your reaction to this negative I got nothing else to say.

Exams have been crappy. DOH. I hope the rest of them will turn out well. Sigh. I wonder how sucky my life can get.

I think my life can't get any better.

Hur. After 5 weeks. Lets see if the results pay out.
I doubt it'll be that great though.

Well. Who knows?

Maybe I'm really that dumb.

I think I've been shouting at the wrong people.

Pardon me.

You know who you guys are. Love always.

And after I've had so much fun.

I'm going back to entertaining posts instead. I realised (just scroll down) how boring my blog has become. Ok. I swear. I wasted 2 full hours slacking in school waiting for my consultation with Ms Ee which was quite redundant.

Haziq's brother is quite amusing.

And I ate the wrong medicine today (or did I miss the time to eat them?). Went totally wild the moment I step in MacDonald's. I think that girl we sat beside to was Yun Ling's Dizi senior. Whoever she is, I freaked her out with my craziness I guess.

Tomorrow's a new day!

But the mission remains the same!

HOLY.
I haven't touched Lit paper 3. So I'll just try my best to cramp some last minute work!

Sometimes I wonder if what I study is actually remembered. I don't feel like I know what I need to know. Maybe that's why I don't feel ready at all. BOO.

Never mind! Just watch me!

(:

Study study study.
I'm left with stats and lit and a lil econs!

JIA YOU.

One of life's greatest gifts : A father

Happy Father's Day.

HC outing today was fun but tiring.
13 people went but still the fun was there.

Parents have left for Genting. And my Dad didn't ask if I had money or not. So I'm left with like 6bucks for the next 2 days. I so do not want to withdraw money like I always do. I've grown dependant on that card. I'll go broke in no time.

Please add me on friends orc_exp@hotmail.com says (12:36 AM):
u my master must gimme advice
i got balls just dunno should anot
-.-
jacob! says (12:37 AM):
eh don't anyhow call me master ok?
jacob! says (12:38 AM):
i don't like that term
Please add me on friends orc_exp@hotmail.com says (12:38 AM):
lol
jacob! says (12:38 AM):
seriously.
Please add me on friends orc_exp@hotmail.com says (12:38 AM):
ok
penis
LOL
jacob! says (12:38 AM):
ok better
more casual
Please add me on friends orc_exp@hotmail.com says (12:38 AM):
THAT SOUNDS SO WRONG
jacob! says (12:38 AM):
i rather that la.
Please add me on friends orc_exp@hotmail.com says (12:38 AM):
YOU ARE MY PENIS
WTF?!
jacob! says (12:38 AM):
LOL.
good
Please add me on friends orc_exp@hotmail.com says (12:38 AM):
...
jacob! says (12:38 AM):
i get to enjoy ur pussies.

LOL. I think I'm so funny (sick thoughts apart).
HEH.

More mugging soon. I think I've grown to love it already.

NOT!


I lost track of time again.
I'm considering taking a little break tomorrow.

So far what I've done.
Geog - I'm left with 2/3 of Urban and HURRAY.
Maths - Log and Differentiation ONLY.
Lit - Othello (more or less?) and I so don't intend to do anything else.
Econs - Here and there from all the lil discussions we had

So yeap. Most of my time has been spent on Geography which I so want to pass this time. ARGH. I think I'll be doubling my daily workload. I think I've been going too slowly.

Sigh.

Seriously, how important am I?

Did CIP today at the Zoo. Had alot of fun at Jippie Jump! Had wonderful station mates! Edinna, Pei Yun, Shi Hui and Jeremy! I attended to the kids at the station while the rest (except Shi Hui) went round selling off some Tiger merchandise we had. And mind you, tiger related merchandise. NOT THE BEER.

So, for 6 hours, I stood, squat and acted like a total immature freak, entertaining the kids. I mean, I derived hell lot of joy from all those praises I showered upon those lil dots, but it was physically tiring.

And WE (I'm just free loading :X) definitely made the most money from sales. Excluding the registration booth. I think we rock as a team.

So. I went to White Sands to study a little before going home. DOH. I'm tired.

My name was never mentioned.

No call, no message. No note to keep me reminded of what you promised me.

Everytime its 'this' time of the year, I lose track of time and everything seems like a routine to me. I hate the feeling of it but everyone (as well as the inner me) tells me its worth the time and effort and perseverance. And everytime I get home from a whole day's worth of mugging, I feel accomplished, yes I do. But... its feels wrong.

What do we get from all those endless hours of studying. Really. Why make us memorise and understand things we will most probably forget in the next few years?

Sheesh.

Did I mention I couldn't sleep the night before? My head throbbed and all that occupied my mind were that day's cramming of Hydrology facts. Physics equations which I encountered before came along. Weird.

How important am I?


WOOOOOOOO. I'm tired.
Are you?

The past is ultimately the past.
What we all can do now, is alter the future.

Moaning brings out memories of the past.
Planning decides what memories you plan to have.

Crying is a by-product of an unhappy past.
Working saves you the tissues you may need in the future.

Regrets are idealizing your alternative path you didn't take in the past.
Visualizing makes you glad you didn't take a particular path.

Which one are you?
The past or the present?

Shoo. I so had to type that part. Keeps me motivated. I did alot today. 5 chapters of Geography in like 4 hours. That's really productive as compared to the other days. I went to Jeremy's chalet late at night again. Everyone left early, but still there were sufficient people to play 2 rounds of mahjong before Cat got bored.

And my bloody phone came at 1pm. Made me miss the HC workshop. ): I swore I woke up on time still. Crap.

Mugging is fun; I have come to realise. What made shopping fun? What makes something fun? The cost that comes along with it? I realise, the most fun things in today's society come with the highest opportunity costs. While the least fun things are the most essential for the future.

And will people ever be able to stop time? Or travel back? There's something important I really want to change - if ever possible.

Some people have to be closet muggers. Pretend to not study only but then mug only when no one's watching.

Ah. Enough of those kind of people. I'm glad none of my friends are like that. :)
Thanks Jeremy for booking a chalet for our usage. Had loads of fun there just now. A good break from all the mugging. (See, I admit!)

HC workshop tmr! :D

Its weird how some people go seriously MAD after studying. LOL.
Ming Jie went into some sort of spasm/fit yesterday after maybe 6 hours of studying?
And he's got this fetish for older women (oh c'mon).

Updates :
1) Went to TJC Dance Concert
Its called Reverie 3 Dancer in my Heart or something along those lines. The starting was unique and entertaining. Ok wait, the whole dance was nice (esp. towards the end). The moves were like WOW.

2) Went to SYCO concert
This concert has a WEIRD name. "The SYCO March" -_- How creative can they get. Anyway, met up with Doris and Sarene for dinner at Hans. Then we went over to SCH to meet Ting Yu, Jun Wei and another guy who's name I keep forgetting (sorry!). It was O.K. Nothing I wanna mention about.

Ok. No more! There's a chalet today, tomorrow and day after tomorrow. And I'm freaking broke but I daren't tell my Daddy. And yesterday, I wanted to withdraw some money. But when it was my turn to use the ATM, I realised I didn't bring it. So to prevent myself from being an embarrassment, I took out another card and pretending to deliberate on whether to withdraw or not and just walked off after that.

COOL.

HAPPY MUGGING DAY.

GAH.
I've been mugging like mad for the past (wait let me recall). Er. Since Saturday la.
I'm TIRED and I'm taking a DAY break today! (ok, maybe not)

I'm going to TJ dance concert later. Anyone who will be there do shout out to me ok?

GP paper is seriously screwed. I dare say I'll CLINCH a nice 20 and below score for both papers. (yea. I am a SAD ARTS student)

And I'm such a bad friend. I forgot all about Ming Jie's birthday. ): Fell on the the 29th and I conveniently forgot all about it. At least I was ONLY a day late. And yes, I think I'm going to start blogging on a daily basis. Keeps me entertained and occupied. Beats studying.

Anyone with good PSP games to recommend? I'm on infected right now. ): Played that cause Ming Jie doesn't want to downgrade his firmware and put in *ahem* games. ): BORED.

Ok. I don't know what kudos means. But kudos anyway.
D:

Okay. Its been a week since I last updated.

Loads to talk about but I'm lazy. So here's a brief summary alright!

Thursday. I skipped school cause of several reasons. There was soccer finals at the national stadium which I conveniently skipped cause I was lazy. Went for choir concert later and yeap. (: Loved it.

There was this CIP at the Zoo the other day. Sunday? Yea. Shi Hui went wild with us. And I had gastric that day. Nice.

Today. Did CIP at St Hilda's with Sim Yee, Siew Ming and Jeremy. Damn funny. Went on a eating spree. Studied with Wysen later on in the night. Slacking now. LOL.

And I'll post some pictures online soon.

And my parents and sis are at Bangkok SHOPPING while I'm here mugging my ass off. I want a new pair of Adidas sports shoes. :D

BYE

I have so many things to say which I daren't say.

Anyway, I missed today's lit seminar because I didn't feel really well. Maybe the task of being wedged in the middle of everything is taking its toll on me. Thanks to my beloved juniors who asked me if I'm ok. It was only then did I realise that I was seriously out of shape.

And viola, I skipped the lit seminar! :D

And...................................................... I didn't go and see cheerleading like I usually would do. Well at least I go not to cheerlead itself but at least I share a portion of the time spent with them. I don't have to exactly do it right? (:

MJC Choir is having a concert on 24th May. Prices per ticket is $12bux. Anyone interested do give me a call alright? I'm helping a friend advertise. :D

Maybe. Just maybe.

Today's been a horrid day.
That's all I'll say. I'm bored and I'm going to bed.

Goodnight one and all.

Why do all good things come to an end?

I'm tired of blogging bout emotional stuff.
I'm tired of blogging bout life, just knowing how minute you are in the world.

Google a particular word and millions of answers should pop up.
Look up into the night sky (in the absence of city lights) and see the many stars above. Each having the size that of our solar system.

Don't you feel small enough?

Argh. I don't know why. If you've been a loyal follower of my blog entries, you'll probably find this phrase familiar.

"Each star you see, illuminates light which it did millions of years ago and may have already ceased to exist."

Are you?

And flashbacks of the stupid fumble derange me.
I'm just not my usual self.

So much for the "I'm so not going to feel for this CO" when its quite obvious I still am bothered bout the lousy Silver we got. I'm glad I found the woodwind section, a group I would remember. I don't know, maybe I'm that weak; emotionally weak. And its further reinforced by the possibility that maybe my flute skills really stinks.

I don't know.

Tomorrow's the start of a new day one and all.
A new day with fresh new thoughts and a totally changed mindset. A quick turn around is necessary like what Ms Lai said on Wednesday.

I can't let myself down for a second time, I'll just go insane.

And to those still sad. Don't be.

Sometimes, you feel the pain too.

I guess instead of brooding over it, I'll just go straight to the point.

1) We need a culture first.
Every CCA needs a culture. Set it up before becoming too serious. Trust me. That's the way to go in the long run.

2) Choose a more vibrant song next time
I'd rather we struggle at first with a difficult song WITH the help of instructors. Slowly, we'll get the hang of it and viola! A good result.

3) Form two groups. EXCO and Music Com.
EXCO cares bout admin stuff and music com, er.. music. (:

4) Next time, just wear a freaking blazer for SYF.
In whole. Plan things early. Book the hall. Book the blazer rental. Everything was too last minute. And student leaders should speak up on behalf of the members. NOT TEACHERS.

5) Don't waste time scolding. PRACTICE.
I know. If we behave then everything will go smoothly. Maybe? But don't you realise that the more we get disciplined, the more aggravated the situation becomes?

6) NEVER and I really mean NEVER, scold or insult a section 1 week before the SYF.
Its stupid and it demoralises us. (:

7) Instructors come at the beginning and a little at the end.
After we sight-read. We blow/pluck it according to what we think is correct. By the time teachers come, its hard to correct.

8) Bond as a whole, not as sections.
I looked out of SCH today and I saw something different between TJ and MJ. Its that. The cohesiveness.

I don't know. I felt the pain too. Don't cry.

And yes, whatever mistakes I may have made, I bow my head down and apologise.

Maybe the Silver was because of me and my stupid fumble.

And I just wasted another day.

I wasted to whole of today on my PSP. Shit. My two literature essays could have been finished in like 4hours but I wasted that whole lot of time. Fuck. This isn't good.

This month is going to be a hectic one. SYF this coming Thursday and Colosseum after that. Shit. I'm in big trouble.

We're almost done with our academic syllabuses. Almost.

And I feel as though its simple. As if. I'll probably get straight U's with this amount of knowledge and skills. Fuck. I'm panicking but I'm not doing anything. Screw. Someone force me to study. I can't afford to waste anymore time.

And yay. I'm going to fail.

When you look back, you see no one.
When you look to your sides, you feel no one.
When you scream, no one hears you.
When you cry, no one comforts you.

CO has taken its toll on us. I'm tired and I'm lagging behind in my studies. 2 Literature essays undone. Sigh.

Anyway. Dizi didn't slack! The conductress said herself, "ni men mei you she me dong xi lian le." (you guys have nothing else to practice). So we left! :D No harm done. Anyway, hope we're up to the orchestra's standard.

Can't wait to announce the new house com to the school. That's the official day I am relieved of all school commitments. I'll be mugging my ass off then. A levels baby!

Apparently our blogs seem to be a hit with teachers from school. Interesting. At least we know the minority is heard, or rather, we have an avenue to voice what we feel. The option of acting on them lies entirely on the rest.

Its this page which allows us to voice unhappiness.

But seeing the peace state of most peoples' sites. I'll stick the the same agenda. Peace.

And yes Hong Zhou. I'm chilling.
And yes Doris. Its just one more week (HIGH FIVE).
And yes Elvia. Its that sad.
And yes Jenny. I'm smiling.

Bah. We can stay out of trouble for a week. Its adios amigo after that! :D I can't wait. Sorry Desmond and Ting Yu and Sarene and Amanda and Yun Ling and Guan Yuan, but I'll get my noisy being out of this place once I'm done!

Phooey. I just keep going at it.

Mr Eric Chua apparently knows my name cause of my rather infamous bitching blog (just a guess). Well... not a bad way to get people to know you right? :D HI MR CHUA. And I heard Mr Ng reads blogs too. Interesting. HI MR NG. :D And nope. The previous post wasn't about you! Peace, man!

CO rocks my socks.













NOT!


Okay. I've got many issues I wanna trash out now.

I don't see how on mother earth the woodwind section is the lousiest or rather Guan Yue. We got a SYCO player and 2 members who are playing their second instrument fairly well. Imagine your own standard when you were Sec2. As for the suona.. trust me, its fucking difficult.

Since things have been so blatant, am I entitled to point the finger ant someone else's group? You know which group. (: Its FAIRLY obvious.

We don't feel appreciated. And like what Hong Zhou's blog did; using maths equations, I'll follow suit. Many people are equating things in CO like this.

Practice = Best
No Practice = Worst

Right... Anybody wants to use some mathematical induction or whatever shit you call it to prove this for me?

Its so weird how they come up with this. WEIRD. And based on this they flare up, not last year, not last month, but one fucking week before SYF. Its so fucking stupid. I don't care if its a teacher or a student or the minister who did it, its just stupid to demoralise the whole section NOW. If its a teacher, we all know who it is, same for if its a student. We're already going on the charm offensive.

SCREW YOU BITCHES.

I don't need to privatise this. I'm entitled to say what I want in your faces (that's if someone reads this and tells either of you to come pay me a little visit), just like you did to us. Its a fair trade. Just like how most things are in life - at an equilibrium. Tit for tat, tat for tit.

Ah. Screw. Problems coming in one after the other. Remember. If anyone leaves, we'll all leave. Talking made us that united; something which is inrefutably something which everyone else lacks.

Went to the games convention today. Had loads of fun there.

Will be missing lessons tomorrow cause CO will be going down to SCH for a rehearsal. Sucks. All the work to catch up.

SUCKS.

I don't know why I'm so bothered by stupid remarks that are made to me. You never know how much I've tried to change. I've tried to love, care and be serious. But not everyone notices how much I've struggled to make it happen. I don't understand why. Respect was the first issue. I shut my mouth more than usual and more importantly - I smile. Tell me, seriously, what am I not doing correct?

Have I not been punctual? Have I not attended practices faithfully?

Or is it my skills people doubt? I'm not professional, but at least I play my parts properly and I dare say I've practiced hard. My people can vouch for me.

I thank Fiona and Doris for believing that I'm truthful to whatever effort I've been putting in. Thou they may not have told me, I am confident they do. Thank you guys big time. Thank you Desmond and Ting Yu for understanding my plight of being maglined time and time again. Shit happens yea? (: Thank you Jun Wei and gang for entertaining me, making practices bearable. Also, the nitty gritty things others do that make me want to come more frequently.

To whoever who may be hypocritical, I thank you for not telling me your true feelings.

To anonyomous:
I hate you. I know who you are. I'll curse you. I'll smote you. And I'll watch you fall.

I don't want recognition. I just want you to know that its unfair to be badmouthed by some 'I-think-I'm-So-Qualified-To-Be-A-Leader' people when what you do is the converse.

One more time and I'm gone.

Maybe I think too much.
Heh.

Tomorrow there's this lil performance at VJ which I'm involved in. Do come down and look for me alright? I have that urge to catch up with old friends. Really.

Do any of you actually bother to read your past entries when you're free? If you don't (which I'm assuming is most cases), do you ever wonder why you keep these online journals when they eventually just get forgotten altogether? Queer it is yet you still write your journals.

There's no need to be sad over the things you never got in the past.

Are you talking to me? If you are, please communicate with me verbally. Ok? We need to talk.

Games today were smooth (AMIN!). Lol. Had a great time with the company of fellow house com members. Pity there were a couple of us only. There's CO tomorrow and I kinda am looking forward to it cause there's this performance on Saturday.

Anyway. Congratulations to Guitar Ensemble for having successfully completed their SYF. :D You guys are so lucky to be able to step down earlier. Sigh.

I've got another.

And yes, don't wait any longer. Don't be silly.

CO is beginning to take shape. (I think) At least its not that boring anymore. And this conductor knows how to appreciate our section. (:

I'm exhausted and I think I'm going to hit the sack real soon.

A friend of mine :
Let love be not your downfall. And if there's anything, do give me a call.

CO performance at VJC this saturday! Tickets going at 8bux each. 7-9pm.
:D

As I blog hop, memories of the past came back to me. The painful memories.
The regret of a particular event, it came so naturally and suddenly.

Sigh.

I'm happy with my life now anyway. So nothing much lost.

CO was stupid. I swear I hate this conductor. He sucks. I blew my part correctly and I got scolded for doing it. It is so stupid.

Spiderman. Sigh.

I hate this CO and I know why.
Fucking conductor.

Do events coincidentally occur simultaneously? Or do they have some exclusive relationship which triggers off a chain effect when something happens?

I can't help relating other people's problems to mine. I don't know. It startles me. I believed that I would be different and not affected, but guess what. It was true, but the result turned out the same.

You.

Bah. So many things I want to blog about, so many things I want to tell. Yet this inner me restrains the idea of it. I'm struggling to try and break out of this confinement but I just can't. Screw the thought of it.

Life really is a stage; with your acting skills determining the course of it.

CO is better now I guess. With the other conductor standing in to conduct us during our practices instead of the usual one a.k.a spoilt human metronome. No feelings injected into his conducting, how bad can things get?

I just realised when I got home, that I got a whole stack of assignments/tasks to complete by TOMORROW. Sigh.

1) Maths hypothesis testing tutorial
2) Econs workbook case study
3) GP essay outline
4) The up-coming Geography presentation which we have to give on Friday.

6 more months ONLY and no more school for at least 2 years. That's a fair trade.

Sometimes by Britney Spears brings back good old memories of the past.
doesn't it? (:

Sigh. I see many sad people nowadays.

1) The brokenhearted
Whatever is happening, remember that once in your life, you had an encounter with your wonderful counterpart. Even though it didn't turn out well, things will eventually turn out fine. In times of despair, stand by one another; be a victim of your partner's verbal abuse - just be there.

2) The stress filled
In times of stress, tell yourself, its something the whole world faces (its fact). Smile about it and constantly remind yourself that what you are experiencing is momentary. Setbacks are common, but are you strong enough to hold your ground against the tide?

Pardon today's bad or simple english. I'm running a fever and I doubt I'll be going to school. Remember, progress happens, only if you have the patience and will power. Falling the moment stress prevails will not solve anything.

Love all of you and the special one.

Its not why I'm not going to do it. Its the consequences of doing it which make me not want to do it.

Saturday's CO saw a much more fruitful session with DHS's conductor coming in. At least everyone agrees that the other one SUCKS. Orientation afterwards was ok. Entertained myself by trying to feel entertained.

Ha Anonymous. I'm so going to explain your ass off here. You just made me so fucking mad. My guesses are that you're from CO. Just a guess. (:

Ok, I guess you should be a student, whether or not my first assumption holds true. You hate a particular subject but too bad, you have to TRY and put in your best effort to make that subject likable don't you? Don't say no, cause its human nature to want to try and do their best for everything. If you don't then perhaps you're weird. I know I do. I hate literature, I do procrastinate against lit assignments, but HEY, I studied for it before block tests.

Put this is context of CO, again factoring the assumption that you're from CO and aren't pleased with the fact that I hate it. I try my best. That's not for you to say, cause you never know.

Only I know it. So fuck your lousy accusation (if it were meant to be that way).

I hate to be labeled a Bronze CO member. And no amount of hate for this CO will ever surpass the fact that I may be about to be known as someone from a Bronze CO.

I predict that by now, you'd be thinking, "Jacob can't even play his part right." That I dare admit, cause its hard, but not impossible. I'm working on it. And in the short span of a week after getting the nicely tuned Xiao C, I managed to pull through. I don't want to act like some professional, critcizing which sections I think are the one's to fault, mainly cause I am not professional. Ask Michelle what she really felt. (Or are you Michelle?) Heh. This is so funny. I think I know who you are already. 90% certain. So no point hiding.

Let me say this one more time : Hate doesn't equate to poor efforts.

Process before you speak.

I hate CO, and you can do nothing about it.

Long time no update people!
:D

Well, I failed math. 26/70 I'd say I was over-confident this time. I delegated the least time to it thinking that I'd still pass it with flying colours. But nope! It doesn't work that way. At least my results prove this. (Think Ho - hypothesis!) LOL. Ok lame.

Er GP wasn't too bad. 52/100. I THINK it isn't too bad cause I seldom pass it. (That's fact) LOL. This time was a fluke.

CO is getting increasingly boring. They bought a small C dizi at 100bucks just for SYF. I am obliged to perform better. Michelle is honest.
Jacob : "So how'd you think we'll perform? Bronze?"
Michelle : "Ya. If you guys don't practice more, bronze."

Not saying I'm flawless or even pro. But I also don't know what's wrong. But somehow it sounds Bronze-y to me. Sigh. I've tried my best people.

Tired la.

And peace to that group. (: We as a whole com loves you. We do. I'll tell you guys frankly what we feel. We are just jealous (if you want to put it that way) of your continual championship and we are NOT plotting any scheme against you guys. Just raising the competitive spirits. :D

TA

HOHO.
Predictions and observations of mine have continued to unravel recently. And mind you, predictions of observations were made last year. (: Man I'm good.

I want to tell you guys a story :
Once upon a time, there was a dwarf who like any other dwarf, was short and rather grumpy. IT was pretentious and often deceived many with its facade of good-manners and friendliness. Fellow mystical creatures were taken in by its good natured character and many fostered close personal relationships with it. The dwarf although, by nature, has a foul temperament, managed to conceal its first reaction to certain issues, covering in its tracks a string concocted expressions over a prolonged period of time, allowing the issue to disappear over time, with nobody ever knowing it.
Well over time, its foul temperament; a disposition akin to that of water turning into steam upon boiling, led to a new layer of rock, or rather, a removal of a layer of moss formed over time. Showing this new layer was on purpose. It lost itself and soon, a once 'alter-ego' had dissipated to reveal its true form. Social mates get irritated and it lost them one by one.

No relevance of story to any person in particular.

And fuck. I got to waste time at CO tomorrow. I'd rather go for the econs talk at SMU tomorrow. Its like so much more productive. If the lousy conductor was coming down then perhaps I'll consider, but its sectionals for pete's sake. Dang. Fucking waste of time.

I hate CO.

I'm tired of everything.
The bloody Geography project is killing me and I'm freaking tired.

I went out in hopes of getting my phone changed. HP Ipaq RW6828. But my Dad insisted we need to sign for a corporate plan with my Mum. It'll cost a hefty 398 or 498 bucks depending on the service provider. So my sister got her N73 and we came home. No phone for me after 2 years and 3mths using the lousy 6230 I have.

I fall asleep 5 secs after I lie on the couch. Life's so dull due to this kind of fked up shit. I am so tempted to go to bed right now. ):

BOO.

And its my body size that is small. NOT THE BALLS.

GAH. The geography project is killing me.
I'm exhausted.

Friday was a memorable day.
I went for the pre-enlistee checkup with Wysen and (arrghh i forgot his name)
After all the checkups, I looked at the checklist and saw PES A status for every test.

Then when I went to the bloody medical screening where the officer checked my balls, he said I was small and put PES B. 5&^%&%^%#
):

BOO.

BOO! Block tests are over! YAY.
Math was screwed but I don't really give two hoots about the grade. Well at least not anymore! :D

Lol. Okay, there this show on tv which is showing this guy using a cell phone to take pictures of sunbathing women at the beach. Then if the women can endure this man for like 6mins they get money. :D

So funny la.

OMG. There this woman trying to flirt with other girl's boyfriend. DAMN FUNNY. AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. 11minutes! Woohoo damn funny.

And now! The same guy from before is acting in a sexual way in yoga class. Wahahahahahhaa. Damn funny. Okay okay whatever la!

I'm going out with Thaddeus on Thursday! :D Can't wait to catch up with that big guy! And GRACE! ARE YOU IN FOR IT? Boo.

I've posted on my Malaysia trip but its incomplete because of the lack of time. I'm mugging in front of the computer now and that's what I have been doing. Highly productive for me! So if you want to catch me, do it online!

I hate Ming Jie so much! Bloody $#@$@!#$#^!^%#@^#$.

He's never going to read this :

That's me and Jeremy, my wonderful train buddy. Well at least he let me sit on the inside twice. Yay. I love window seats. Ok whatever.

Just see this girl. She thought I didn't take her picture and she growls at me. Lousy. No wonder Danson prefers me. :X

This is how the giant sleeps. He SLANTS. And poor Sebas gets a rude shock everytime he feels hair touching his neck. LOLOL. Lucky me got someone who doesn't sleep much. :D

This one's Mr Christopher Chen. Our beloved 'tough love' giver. Well he deserves some thanks for all those 'love' he has given us. LOL. Thanks! :D

Okay. We're sitting on some rounded curb in the middle of the road at around 5.30am at Gua Musang. See Na-Bodoh smiling so much over there. LOL.

This is the gang at some hawker centre where we had breakfast. Poor Jeremy had to down a whole big pot of century egg porridge. LOL. Sebas and I ate noodles which were like Maggie. :( Wysen ate toast.

Okay. We're on Bad Boy Band van now. :D That's Danson and the SPASTIC Sebas (see what I mean?) LOL. We're on our way to the BEST PLACE.

This is the best place. Well, on two levels. One cause it was really fun. :D I bet those who went in understand why? (:

That's us entering the nice CAVE. :D

ok i'm lazy to update anymore. BOO.

I'm back from Malaysia.
The trip was tiring due to the fact that it was jam packed.

I'll post pictures tomorrow. I'm on the other computer now.
I'm tired.

You are not who you are.

Went out today!
Caught Music and Lyrics! Was superb. Well balanced story of romance with its fair share of comedy. Anyway, Manhattan Fish Market is not that great. It had a setting so similar to that of Fish & Co's. But the food was horrible and more expensive.

(: Loved everything after that and I'm lazy to update cause I need to hit the sack. Meeting The ANGEL tomorrow at 6.15am Tanah Merah.

):

Its unfair to be bad to those who aren't to you.

And I so regret forking out 2/3 of an ingrate's present. I could have used that money for myself. And seriously, wipe those smirks off your faces.

I can't wait for the Geography trip. I'm bunking with Wysen and Sebastian. Threesome. LOL.
Thanks to Nurbaya and the 202 girls who cared, so much. <3 you all and pardon my really foul mood two days back.

I don't know why I ain't breaking your legs. Blame my religion for that.

Similar to a Geographical process known as Etchplanation, I see the other side of people. Turning your backs. People, don't be deceived. Find true friends. Not conniving one's. Not those that don't stand by your side when you once did for them. Fuck those. They deserve to burn in the 18th level of Hell. Oh. I'm not one to pass Divine Judgements upon; that's for God. For now, I'll stick to the 4 people I really trust. Me, Myself, I and you.

I know a group or rather only one person will feel somewhat offended by this. But really, that's it. I say what I want to cause it's precisely how I feel.

The weak chains. I think I'm still heavily reliant on my secondary school pals. Out this Saturday? Please tell me yes.

And I miss Grace loads. Can we go out again REALLY soon?

Sigh. Life's complications are just created by external factors like yourself.

OH FUCK! :D
CES-AB!

JAH-COB! I AM SO NICE CAN. SLAPS FOREHEAD.
REPEAT AFTER ME.
FISHY IS NICE. YAY.
*I leave this here unwillingly. :X

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